My Husband, My Best Friend, My Political Partner, My Heartbeat....

"God saw that you were tired,
And a miracle was not to be.
So he put his arms around you,
And he whispered - 'Come with me'
With tearful eyes we watched,
...And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
we couldn't make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
he only takes the best."

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I wanted to write something to say thank you for all the support, love and kind words I have gotten from my friends, our friends.

I appreciate the calls, emails, best wishes and I apologize to those of you who have called, only to get the answering machine.  I just can't talk right now and I struggle between the tears to breath so please know that I have listened to your kindness and thoughts and someday I will answer the phone again, someday I will write about politics again but today, I need to grieve.

For those of you who are still a bit in the dark, my husband Kevin was only 53 years old and he had a massive heart attack late Wednesday afternoon.  He passed away Saturday afternoon at 4:20 (That would have made him smile)   Someday I will be able to talk about this in detail and I will share what I feel attributed to this as well as why it had gone this far.  For me it has so much to do with what the Republican Party has done to us and I will never forgive them but I ask that everyone forgive my anger right now because it is more with great sadness and broken heart that I am writing this today.

For now, I just need to find a way to live without the most important part of my heart... my life...my forever-Mem

July 1, 2011
Mem Mcd

Kevin it's been one month to the date since our goodbye. I know that you are everything around me now. I miss you and I will miss you forever!